Why ?

Keeping things honest as honest as I can be. 

Today finished off with a bang of nothingness.  The MRI report that I was so hoping would find something even Cancer found nothing. 

I feel so lost right now and part of that feeling is because my wife isn't home from her very well deserved vacation. 

My only hope is another MRI covering a different part of my body.... or maybe not.   More tests and more time living on drugs and suffering from pain. 

The end of my entry  ( info@sharksbait.org )