Hello everyone. This week has been a roller coaster of emotions.
An issue with my employment was resolved which relieved a lot of anxiety. My first appointment with my Oncologist went as well as should be expected. I will be on Hormone Therapy. The goal is to have my PSA drop to 0. Unfortunately, the drug (Lupron) has some pretty scary side effects. ie. Hot Flashes. Other than those two events for the week the remainder and especially while attempting to sleep has been about the pain I have in my left leg.
I just continue to walk on forward with a positive attitude and humor. Actually, the only way any Cancer Warrior can get through the experience is with those two ingredients. Of course those come from within. There is also love from the support team or people and in my view the assistance of my Saviour - Jesus Christ.
The following is a poem written touching on the fact that I have already had some experience with Hormone Therapy.
Been
Hey, I have been down
this road before.
I didn’t like it then
why would I want to
go again ?
The potholes are
numerous and
very trying.
I must ramble down
the road
while handling
fatigue.
Oh but that is not
the worst
some signs
indicate the
potential of death.
This is not a drive
for the weak of
heart.
I must travel down
this road again
to stave
off certain death.
I am the warrior
traveling down
the road
In hopes that
the road
can be extended
before I reach
the end.