How Do I Keep Going ?

This is going to be a short entry.  

My aches and pain are really slowing me down.  I realized that at the moment I think I am eating only because I know I must. 

I had to use a motorized chair at Walmart today because I was not able to walk anymore.  Since getting home and and carrying the groceries in I am ready to take a muscle relaxant and let the rest of the evening just fall where it wants. 

Moving in general is very labored and done only because I have to do something for myself. 

No matter what though I continue to be positive and keep calling on Jesus to give me the strength to keep on keeping on. 

On top of everything this weekend the return and I type literally - Bloody Flatulence has returned. 4 times in two days. 

Thank You...  (